jus ze plain old me..

2006-05-16T22:40:00.000-07:00

xhui is so idiotic..ah xian also agree..heheh..i tink celeste is a bitch.bleahx.and had a big fight with my bb.so sad.boohoohoo.dun wanna tok bout it anymore.hmm.love.

2005-09-05T20:07:00.000-07:00

tension tension tension tension tension tension tension tension tension tension tension tension
ahhh....
cant stand it....
me and xhui...
i hope it will hurry up resolve...
as in now...
we arent toking to each other...
din say anything to each other...
not even one letter....
so upset...
keeps sneaking glances at her...
but she isnt looking me...
boo hoo hoo...crybaby.....
im sorry...shoudnt have broke down on the fone yesterday...
must have frightened you off...
im really sorry for wasting ur tym on sat after AAD...
i noe u were really very lag dat day but i still force u to go....
SORRY!!!
beat me...scold me....slap me...torture me....
but pls...dun ignore me...
good frenship is hard to find...and the one btw the both of us is too special....
but if....
no...mustnt tink of the negative side....
no matter wat...ill be here by ur side....but mayb u might tink:"who needs such a lousy fren lyk u?"
im sorry.
im gonna cry again.
"u are such a cry baby"
"i dun need such a crybaby fren"
"shit me?"
is dat wat ure saying?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WAT NOW?!
DO U EVEN CARE?
DO YOU?
"NO."
hurts.
so much.
the lonliness.
the silence.
the tension.
the tension.
the TENSION.
THE HEART.

2005-09-02T00:09:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhh.....
so damn pek chek todae....
being a eng rep jus totally SUX...
i hate my job...
wanna die soon....
ughhhh.....
hope todae meeting up wif my special one will make me feel better......
i jus wanna scream and let it out....
think....
think....
think....

2005-08-29T02:54:00.000-07:00

JOANNA CHUA!
haha. you another one arh.
i spent TIME t find another template for you, okay.
haha. i think that its nicer than the last one that you had lah.
haha. as least it doest have a pair of lips or something.
haha. dont know if the links are enough a not.
will add when ive the time lah.
TAHS!
OI; you better not change the template so soon arh.
if not i chop off your head arh.

haha. a hagen pic for you t feast on !
haha. okay :D
d0nt remove this pic arh. haha. if not i chop off your head :\

2005-08-27T01:12:00.000-07:00

bleahx...in amanxa hse...hehx....she so NICE rite...let me use her net and precious com...yesterday was a day man....hehehx....i tink i lyk him even more...fel xh me and him met up the second tym...damn sad lahx...i wanna emphasized on the fact dat im not blinded by love...but its really sad dat they cant get along...hmmmm...he very fast learner kaes...i teach him sign language and he within 10 mins learn all the alphabets....quite fun though...lolx....min is stilll sooooo.....bleahx...dunno wat to say lahx....she......confused?still dun wanna accept his gift...tink its awkward to do so...i mean lyk its tian jing di yi to accept a guy's gift lorx...hahas...cos gals are born to receive love and showered by gifts from the male sex...lalas....who said dat?i din...

hihi.. xue hui here.. bein xtra here.. bb

oh ya...forgot to mention dat todae me xh and amanda went out together to town...and xh wore hip clothes...actually is quite nice or shld i say is very nice...but a pity dat the clothes too crumpled.....and she hid the pretty belt underneath....cant show off...hahas...

shut up joan!!!

ok ok..relax...dun tok bout you liaox..later you too ego...

kk. im always bein an xtra here.. yar mayb my skirt's too crumpled.. hope dat guy is serious abt u!! dun toy wid ur feelings lorz..

kks...i noe you also wan the best for me kaes...ahhh...so irritating...my mei is so bugger...always trouble me....feeel so damn stressed and frustrated larx...

anw...i was checking my fone every now and den and even xh look at me wif a wats'up look...and den i stop lookin cos dun wanna seem so desperate...
gotta go home le...ltr parents nag nag nag...but i still luv them.A LOT

joan luvs jj
written by anoynomous:)

2005-08-24T19:15:00.000-07:00

lalas..tan gu gu now reminscence the past le..saw her favourite and hottest guy in her life...hahas...now she pondering whether to change her image for him a not...actually i tink she shld cos she real person can be a chio chio gal lors..jus dat mayb she will feel uncomfortable first...but beauty has its price...hahs...im aso excited for her for dis sat "makeover photo shoot"...hehx...up to monkey stuff....hmmm....dis guy is damn wat lahx...i noe i taking him for granted but i really dunno how to make it up to him...but at e same tym,i tink im not ready for such a relationship and i simply cant get myself committed or devoted....im not mature enuf lorx...perhaps ill b e one breakin his heart....i mean lyk i do lyk him but i dun really love him in dat sense...somemore i cant seem to please him as a gal dat he lyks larx...so i tink e best thing is to cool things down first...my fren aso gt boy trouble....min min lorx...got some guy lyk her but too bad..he not good lookin enuf...but perhaps his sweetness and concern for her will make it up for his lack of appearance....im not being evil kks...dis guy hu lyks min told me a lot of things bout love dat i need to consider and really think hard....questions to tink bout if u unsure u love dis person a not:

are you willing to spend your life wif him/her?

are you willing to give up your fav. stuff for him/her?

are you willing to change yourself for him/her?

are you willing to spend the last 50 cents dat you have on him/her rather than starving for two days?

dats all i gotta say folks..farewell for now..btw someone irritating wants to comment on sth..

HAHA YES!! BUT IM NT IRRITATING OKAY!! JUST WNA SAY THA JO LOVES FEL AND FEL ALSO LOVES HER! MUACKIES((:

2005-08-19T01:20:00.000-07:00

hi hi..the fair princess is here..
or shld i say the tanned princess..
hahas....
dis nice and sweet blog is me and my bestie,felly choose 2gether de..
*applause* to fel..give her credits..hahas..
dis word princess is derived from someone special..
hmmm...so sian siax...in sch using the damned internet..
so sickening..dun have a bloody net at home...ugh...
fel and hui sitting opposit me...wonder wat they doin..
and amanda..sry for nt takin bus home wif you...i solemnly apologise...but u got SHASHA rite?
i noe shes your newest best fren uve made todae..she so SWEET and CUTE...but i tink SHASHA dun lyk me lorx..cos i cant communicate wif her..maybe u got special powers?!hahas..
changed blog for lyk 3 tyms..ya...
and todae got bad news..
my e maths common test paper..
i expected it le...but still..disappointed...
20/40..borderline pass...but shldnt be so upset lars..
cos more than half of my class flunked the test..
so stupid lorx...damn it..
somemore i can predict dat my fone bills is going sky high..gonna reach Venus le..
but as a sayin goes:always look on the bright side of life..
hmmm...todae's topic bout relationships...
cos so frustrated by it..
frenships and other ships lorx..
can just drown le larx..
i jus hope dat the relationship btw me and fel willl remain on board...maybe even in the captain's room...hahas...
cos of dis guy lorx..fel knew him first and then me...
and now things are gettin complicated...
for me,ive never felt fall in love wif a guy though i hv ex steads...
somemore ze guyz i meet are so unsincere and fake..
now comes along dis guy who is totally sweet and passionate?
kaes...maybe not..cos you dun tink so and i dun noe him really well..
but den its lyk he's trying to humor me and fel both which is kinda 2 sided..
i dunno how to make a guy feel happy?or humored?perhaps the guys i met are the ones humoring me and i jus hv to sit back,relax,and enjoy the conversation without having to tink much..
but we sorta had a 'conflict' yesterday...and he didnt seem too bothered to care bout me anymore...cos i jux simply dunno how to care for a guy...so i guess its over bahx...
love is fragile,so am i...
but no matter wat...if he lyks fel and vice versa..ill wish them all the best...
dun wanna be e third party...i mean lyk u cant force love rite?
u dun go chasing "CUPID" around...wait for the "CUPID" to come chase after you and shoot you in the heart...hahas..but by dat tym..ure dead..hahas...choy choy...touch wood...now seventh month..must be careful wif my words...
LOVE IS A FRAGILE THING.DONT BREAK IT.quoted by princess.*winkx*

2005-08-19T00:54:00.000-07:00

harlows...princess is here...